argh!
up at the butt crack of dawn - not to mention the eight thousand times i've been up all night to piss. and every single one of those times the area above my knee was completely numb. finally at 5am i couldn't take it anymore - the numbness was spreading and my leg and hip just hurt too bad to lay in bed any longer.
so i got up. leg still hurts. it hurts when i sit. it hurts when i walk. it hurts when i stand. it hurts when i lay down. what the fuck? is this going to fucking last for six more months?
i wish it were wednesday! i cannot wait to go to the doctor and find out what is wrong with me. hopefully it's something that i can go to the chiropractor for - or get a massage for. or maybe there's two babies in there...
i know everyone thinks i'm crazy for wanting twins but seriously - who knows what they're getting into when they have their first baby? why not have two? and then i can be done - i can't imagine going through all this leg crap while having to chase a toddler around the house. no thank you.
ugh. sorry for all the swearing and complaining. but mother fucker - i'm so god damn sick of my leg and hip! no matter what i do they hurt or are numb. all the time! frick!
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